Wallowing

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It hasn’t even been 24 hours and I’m already miserable. This is going to be harder than I thought. I went out with a friend, had lunch, distracted myself etc. But I still miss you.

Everything from sparkling water to the crinkle cut fries I ate, to the rainy weather made me think of you.

I miss you terribly, and I feel so alone.

You warned me that you wouldn’t have access to the internet until tomorrow, so I know you haven’t been MIA intentionally, but I still feel miserable.

I was supposed to clean my room and be productive today, but I ate crap and wallowed.

Are any of you in LDRs? Do they get easier? How do you cope in the early days?

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10 thoughts on “Wallowing”

  1. This is definitely a part of the journey. Sometimes it will hurt badly. But you can do it.

    I believe LDRs can work, it just takes effort. When i was in an LRD I felt smothered so I ended it. It has to be a balance. Thank you for sharing your story.

    Please check out my article that was published by College Mate, about how to maintain a LDR
    https://collegemate.org/2017/04/25/how-to-maintain-a-happy-long-distance-relationship/
    I would love your support and feedback, but it could help!

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